It sounds like a relief perhaps; it is a relief…
That then takes care of the blue page; this is going better then I had originally thought it would be. Sure, I’m a bit of a perfectionist with a yearning to outdo myself with each new step (which is why sometimes musicwise I can be very silent) but inadvertently my mind slips beyond this project.
As I pass all these netlabel-sites seeking the linkage required for these pages my eyes gaze at all those albums that never were heard on NTNS radio. Artists that still remain anonymous, like a silent movie where all these cover images blurt without a single sound. I have a solid alibi though; there is but only three hours each week to spend on new (and certainly I do try to enter some older works as well) releases. I can’t help but think of all those inexposed and worry if perhaps I should invest even more time in these searches for new material for the show. Then again, the other side of it is that I allready am swamped and short of time for each new show.
Still, I know this will keep nagging me for some time to come.
One thing though I’m almost certain of; I am having too much fun with this entire project. Moreso even it excites me that I finally took up the gauntlet of writing ‘again’. Yes, that is a hesitant ‘again’. During the past 10 years there was a period in which I frantically wrote poetry; partly to conquer even more the heart of the one I loved so dearly, but also a deep yearning to express into words that which occupies my mind. For reasons not really worth this page and out of respect I’ll not delve into that too much. But as said, keeping this blog was one of the best choices I made to accompany the making of this compilation album. It may very well be that this story will be continued once that NNTS04 sees the light and the making has become a virtual product.
At this moment it is something I pre-delight in as it helps to keep all these tucked in thoughts to be expressed and gain form; whether its being read or not (and at this moment the number of readers of these blogs is I believe one).
Before I start to babblemouth too much I best resign from writing duties for the eve and concentrate for a very short period on the tasks at hand and moreso restrain myself a bit of overworking this. Relaxing is as important (especially with getting up so freakin’ early)
Goodnight